i feel weird,idk type of feeling, idk whats in my head.
the atmosphere and the air around me feels weird,idk if i should be worried or happy or what
its Camerons bd today and everyone he loves is there, just NOT ME. im feeling today that we both belong to 2 different worlds. im soo out of his world.
i will go one day, it all hurts me. the day i feel like im strong enough, ill go