Lately I have been trying to be more intentional with my thoughts, kinder to myself, proud, and thankful.
When the dark twin starts whispering in my ear I’ve come to realize it is because there is a soft spot in my armor. Be present, be conscious.
And when I say armor I guess I mean self love or self consciousness – true self consciousness (love and acceptance). Maybe this is the route of the dark twin – their birth of nasty whispers. I am still trying to figure out the answers, but I think I’m on to something.
Today was a good day, minimal intrusion.
I am thankful. For the sight in my eyes, the touch in my hands, the scent in my nose, the sound in my ears, the air in my lungs, my parents (God bless them), my niece, a few good friends, a job, and this day in this realm. I have clothes on my back, a roof over my head, food in the fridge, access to knowledge….and did I say my parents?
I kick myself in the ass for all my have nots, but what about my haves? They are plenty, and this world owes me nothing. When did I become sooo soft? Is this what happens in your thirties lol.
I remember when small things made me so happy. Hearing the birds chirping in the early mornings or a funny memory that would cause me to laugh out loud – literally. I’m so busy being fixated on time, and how fast it’s moving, and how much I may or may not have left; It’s just passing me by. Woooosaa. Focus on your breath and be present. There is no time more important than now girl. live.
Love & Light