This happens every year. I don’t like my job, it is like office space.
I know it can be better, or get better but once I understand the people, the people around me who are happy where they are, being mediocre, I have to get out!
The thing is though, I acknowledge that my last 2 quits were a mistake, at least partially. Atos employees came Microsoft employees which was my whole goal! My stress has gone down, Motorola was ocassional stress, and now I have very little other than being irrelevant.
I want goals, I want to be organized, and I think I am getting close with calendar, trello, maxwell/sinek, act therapy. It just all needs to come together, I think fitness and medication can do it, or rather, increasing fitness for a clear head and changing my meds. That means fat secret is on the agenda too. Alot of technology for very old problems.