I am not perfect in any way, I’m human.
These posts are mainly venting session since I struggle to keep my thoughts organized when having a deep discussion. Also to let out those feelings of frustration and hurt. Anxiety and stress over situations that I have no control over anyway.
I’m not placing blame on anyone but myself since I am the only person that I can control.
I am human. I am hurting. I am lonely. I am not satisfied with life and I wint stop until I feel I’m finished.
Boxing. My new boyfriend. I’m hoping that giving my all to you will yield the return.
Championship belts, title belts but mostly, I just want to prove to myself that I can do something without quitting on myself.
I’m so scared and having a very small circle yields no external comfort. Parents, yeah right. They could care less. I wish for the day that I can be taken care of the way other are.
I need to be nurtured. I want to be nurtured. I crave affection. I enjoy being touched…
ahhhh… just venting. If I wasn’t at school I’d probably drop a tear of self pitty then tell myself quickly because who the fuck care about me being upset.
The story of my life.