Can’t be friends

Why do I want you to just love me still. You never will.  You don’t.  

You don’t want to touch me ever or hug me or rub on me or hold me you don’t want to grab me and kiss me you don’t want to take care of me you don’t want to have adventures with me.  You don’t want to goof off together you don’t want anything with me.  . You don’t feel anything for me.   You don’t see or feel anything when you look at me. You don’t feel anything when we are laying together either.  You don’t think about me you don’t want to do things for me. You don’t even like me.   So why?   Why do I love you so much?   Why do I want you to just love me back? You Just don’t.  And you never will.   

So why can’t we be friends?   I’ll always want you to love me.  And you never will.  And it’ll hurt and hurt until it turns to hate.  Why can’t I just be good enough?  Why can’t I be someone to you?   

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