[442.1] ~*Mon – 01/14/19*~

[9:21 pm]

I so want to be done with puking mucus. This is just killing me. I can’t stop having to puke some and I don’t have any energy to puke anymore. I cough so deep and it’s just too much. I have such a hard time breathing. There got to be something I can do to help with this cause it’s been a year and a year too much. I want to cry right now but I know it won’t fix anything. I just want this to end. I’m suffocating!

On another note, I did end up going to the Casino but with another friend and her boyfriend as the friend I normally go with was too sick to go. I played the free money I had and nothing. First spin on two machines I got $7.50 but that was about it. Bleh! I was hoping to get at least $20 out. Oh well.

I don’t know what to do. I called my mom earlier but she must be working cause she didn’t answer so she will only call me back around 11:15 pm and that sounds so very far away. I’m not sure I will manage to survive until then. When my throat feels this darn full and where I keep puking and don’t feel any better, I just want to sleep to not feel like I’m suffocating.

I guess I will be finishing the episode I’m watching and will see after that what I shall do. I’m just so so very tired of this mucus thing. 


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