darkness

Why do I feel this way? Darkness has such a vice grip on me. I can’t breathe. I can’t think straight. I feel empty and hopeless. Alone. Defeated. Ugly. Useless. My heart hurts so much. I am passionate about a lot of things. But I have no one to share that with. No one that likes the things I do. I can’t stop crying. Or feeling this darkness in the pit of my stomache. What are friends? I seclude myself from everyone else because I’m afraid to be open and be myself. But being myself apparently isn’t good enough. What if I was normal? I’m not pretty or cool. I don’t know how to be confident.  Social media is a crutch. It’s lethal. If you spend too much time on it you will go crazy and depend on it. Because I want to be liked and talk about things I have in common with others. But no one truly cares. At all. Oh well.

2 thoughts on “darkness”

  1. DALISHELF89 I KNOW HOW YOU ARE FEELING I FEEL THE SAME WAY BUT THERE IS ONE THING YOU AND I ARE WRONG ABOUT IS PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT CARE AND SOMETIMES IT SEEMS WE MAY THINK THEY DONT CARE THEY DO SOME PEOPLE DONT SHOW IT . BUT I KNOW HOW YOU ARE FEELING I AM FEELING IN THE DARK AS WELL . I MAY NOT KNOW U BUT I CARE ON YOUR FEELINGS . IF YOU EVER NEED TO TALK JUST PM ME I AM A GOOD LISTENER . PEOPLE MATTER TO ME . TAKE CARE AND HOPE THINGS GET BETTER FOR YOU.

  2. cuddles8161,
    Thank you for reaching out. I am feeling a bit better. I’ve decided to not be on social media for a while. Maybe even forever. Who knows. But it seems like it was making me feel this way. Your comment meant a lot to me. Just to know I’m not alone. I will be okay, it’s just going to take time for me to feel like myself again.

    Hope you are doing okay too. Take care 🙂

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