I have had nothing to do the whole day yesterday. No one to talk to, no one to go out with… I feel lonely. The exact thing I feared would happen is happening. These kind of days are the hardest to go through and even though my family is around, I still feel alone.
On the more positive note, I finally did some editing for the next video. I have not edited in two weeks probably. I was busy with school and have not filmed much, but clips slowly gathered. I like editing, because I get drawn in and don’t think of anything else. It is relaxing, I can clear my mind of other thoughts.