Welcome back

Welcome back, to my hell, my life, my way of dealing with the pain inside of me when I just can’t anymore. It’s fucked up and I don’t expect anyone besides others that self harm to understand  I’ve been good for about 2 years but it’s back and this time I’m not bothering to fight it. Let me bleed, let me weep, let me slowly die. I’m dead inside anyways. Why try fighting when as soon as you are close to coming back someone or something just kicks you back down. That’s the universe’s way of telling you that you belong in the dark, lost forgotten and alone  

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