Feeling fucked up. Wrote lotsactually then deleted because I think it’s better for me to try and talk feelings instead of describing whatever happened.
I am not dealing with changes well.
I heading into new grounds and I don’t know what I want to put in my life. Plus I’m exploring so much new stuff. I’m hating it that so much is going to go away esp with school because I’m graduating soon. I am damaging everything good going on for me because I hate stuff right now. It’s so hard to understand that I’m moving forward to adulthood and I suddenly need like a purpose in life or a boyfriend and family and insurance and adult friends. What. I’m overwhelmed.