Thurs aug 8

7.40 woke up. Didn’t hear 2 alarms set for 6.30 and 7. Hes walking around somewhere. 

Last night he sprayed something that kept me awake until after 2. My legs were kicking, I couldn’t fall asleep and I was tired. 

My neck hurts beneath my jaw, back of my head hurts and neck. Forehead hurts. My eyeballs feel huge. 

I cried almost yesterday and my face burned. It felt burning after I showered as well but not as bad as before. 

My knees almost gave out on me when I got out of bed. 

In sun on porch face burning. 

My journal was opened on profile this am. I am sure to log out and shut it down every night. I can’t access the camera now from the journal. So either he had me get Into it for him or he broke in it. Also the phone doesn’t turn right, when I move it, it stays in the short position making it difficult to type or see anything when keyboard is up. There are faces on the phone glass. 

My lips hurt.


It ankle again. Red much more prominent in this photo I think.
My ankles red again. I knew he’d go after my walking ability.
Big toe has large red line. Its inflamed. Not yet painful. Ankles and knees not hurting yet. Hes given me some type of local as my head hurts and I k is my feet and knees should be screaming.




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