At this point I have been wondering what did I do to deserve this life. I work a job I don’t like. I love someone who will never love me back, and i lost my dad this year after losing my mom 11 years ago to diseases. It’s only me and my sister now, but my sister have her own life. I feel very alone, since I have moved back to where my family lives. I have nothing. I’m almost 30 and I don’t have my own place, struggling to get my drivers license because of my anxiety and depression. I feel stuck with no where to go. All I got is my mom’s dog who happens to be still alive after 12 years. -sigh- I don’t know anymore. I just don’t want to do or go anywhere anymore. I don’t know if I can live like this.