last night i called the number for the first time. 1-800-784-2433. 1-800-SUICIDE. last night i typed and deleted … Read more
Author: PrettyInBlack
beach bummer.
see: i’m excited for summer, but i also keep getting swoopy frightened feelings in the pit of my … Read more
view.
Today was a good day! I had five classes today, which was tiring, but also cool. It’ll probably … Read more
exp.
work today was good! i think i gained some bravery exp just by asking people how were they … Read more
sob.
this semester hasn’t even officially started yet but i already feel dead inside. i’m going to have … Read more
sleep won’t stop it.
i have panic attacks when i’m asleep. i have panic attacks in the daytime too. recently … Read more
rhythm.
Regarding my piano playing: what I really need to improve on is my rhythm. My rhythm is really … Read more
eyemask.
trying to get into different genres of music. right now stoner rock and blues rock are appealing. … Read more
recognition of goodbyes.
today was wonderful! i got to go back to the high school i graduated from, and see a … Read more
of course i’ll hug you.
so today i went to visit my high school friend j for the last time before he goes … Read more
yee-haw.
I’m back in TX after a day of train-riding and train-waiting. The first train ride was very smooth … Read more
is this how the room is emptied?
my friends are happy to go home for winter break, which makes me happy. i have no “home” … Read more
if you’re meant to have it, it’ll come.
So. Yesterday night I got my group’s final engineering project to work. I had to rewire the entire … Read more
clueless.
I don’t know how to flirt. My group’s final engineering project is worrying, since it doesn’t work. I’m … Read more
good purchase.
The pumpkin sweater I bought while thrift-shopping a whole month ago was probably one of the best things … Read more
flinging off the layers.
Hello– It’s been a hot few months since I was here. My last entry was about a crush … Read more
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Quick question: How socially acceptable is it to tell someone you have never spoken a single word to … Read more
prom.
This is going to be a detailed description of my wonderful day yesterday, starting from when my friend … Read more
snakes in sunlight.
It’s so poopy how time passes. I love nursing my own bitterness until I realize I’ve disassociated for … Read more
handling fee? what handling fee?
It is so rude that our school actually requires us to BUY our graduation cap and gown sets. … Read more