I was so sure… I was so absolutly sure of us that I was willing to bet anything … Read more
This whole situation is such a roller coaster…. I was so broken, so shattered. Then I was so … Read more
Never mind….. fuck him.
I am so ashamed…. I can’t stop feeling embarrassed and ashamed for how I’ve treated him. I was … Read more
I am exploding inside with emotions and things I feel that I need to say. I just pray … Read more
Javi has his surgery today…. 8am. Someone commented on my last entry and it was exactly what I … Read more
Javi and I had been together about 8 months, well as much as two people can be ‘together’ … Read more